Wahh!! now im chatting with him..just now msg him, his werds..penetrating man..it hurt so deeply..dunno wat kind of feeling is this..den he also never reply..n now i tink he is at the gaming centre i guess..hmm..he ask too many question..n yes im hiding sumtink from him..but i cant tell him now..i hope he understand..coz if i tell him now..he may be angry with me..maybe even hate me for lyf..haiissh..i dunno wat to do now..
All the things i do seems wrong..coz y?? i bring bad luck..hmm..it seems so..n the way he ask me things..seems lyk he doesnt trust me..dunno y..but i can feel it..well..maybe this is an obstacles i have to overcome to go to him..i have to fight it no matter wat..i try to be a better person for him..but i dunno y..but everytink i do seems wrong..i even hurt his feelings before..we quarrel n fights loads of tym..i just hope things are getting better in the near future ahead..but sumtyms the way he msgs or chat with me seems sarcastic..n i hate it coz it hurts deeply..n when he is angry or mad, his werds are penetrating..WAHH!! dunno lah!!
K lah..tats all folks..till next tym k..bubye n take care ya people..tata..

dreamed at 4:34 PM