Hey people..hmm..having a very very bad dae todae..well..fought with him a little bit todae..well, actually bout sumtink silly..about me going home straight after madrasah..well..i told him during class that i want to go home straight after madrasah..but i never tell him that i am sick..coz i dun want him to worry bout me..and he ask why..i just say that i want to go home..but he tinks that i am avoiding him..but actually im NOT!! CRIOUS!! haiisshh..nash dear..please understand..dun misunderstand me..if u are reading this..im very sorie tau..im really feeling guilty that i have hurt u..alot actually..im really a, sorie dear..i really am..

Den i went to fajar shopping centre for awhile to buy snacks for myself when i reach home..den on the way home..i didnt realise that i accidentally rejected his call at my mom's handphone..when i take it out..i checked..n i saw that he called..den i quickly turn on my handphone which is low in batt..and hope he would call me..so that i can get to explain things to him..but..he instead sae that i purposely rejected his call..but i didnt!!

At home, he call me again..we talk for awhile only..den he sae he wants to change his guitar strings or tings..n he will call me beck after changing it..but i dunno whether it is true or not..either he was really busy or using that excuse to avoid me..haiisshh..i dunno wat to tink..or wat to do..lyk i sae..im sway..a jinx honestly..n i am rite all along..everitink i do seems wrong..just horribly wrong..hmm, now i'm holding beck my flowing tears..haiisshh..dear..are u bored of me already? dah bosan ngan zak eh? haiishh..i hope i am wrong bout that..but if u are, i will not hesitate..n i will give all of your freedom beck..i will not stop u k! but tell me if u already are..

Hmm..dah baek2 zak achieve your expectations..but it is going down..but i try to achieve it again! even better! n i just hope that neither of us will ask for a break..i really dun want to..

Hmm..till den people..bubye n take care..n dear..remember this..zak sayang dear tau! k!

Dun cry zak..dun cry..just hope that u are wrong..n tink of the positive..k!

dreamed at 5:34 PM